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October 05, 2008

Catching Up

Sorry I've been MIA lately. Thank you all so much for your birthday wishes! I like being 25...it's a good number.

My stuff at the market

We are such geeks

There has been so much going on lately. Not much sewing has been happening, although I did whip up a couple of bags for a local market day I participated in. It was a gorgeous fall day, but after sitting in the shade for 3 hours, I came home with blocks of ice for toes and numb fingers. It took me a good 2 hours to warm myself up! It's definitely fall in Maine.

Long Winter Farm's soap

My friend Mandi has a great Etsy shop called Long Winter Farm where she sells lovely soaps. I helped make the apple pie soap that will cure on the 19th. It was fun! Mandi and I shared a table at the market, and we were joined by Liza, another crafty gal in town. The three of us together make quite a team! I think we all enjoyed ourselves, even though I'm on my 6th day of a nasty cold and hardly had a voice yesterday...

127/365 At the top

Bald Mountain

And today, after I got out of work, I took a hike up in Camden. The weather was so very, very lovely. It was the first time I've actually smelled that fall smell, even with my stuffy nose. I wanted to bury my face in the leaves. It was a great hike up and at the top I was surprised by the most amazing view. Not only did I get to see acres of colorful fall trees, but the ocean was there and so beautiful. A rainbow emerged a few minutes later over one of the islands. Everything was just gorgeous! I look forward to my next hike. Fall in Maine is such a marvelous time!

My little monkey

And I will leave you with one of my new favorite photos of the little one. She really loves oranges right now and was quite pleased with herself for figuring out this silly trick!



September 28, 2008

It's My Turn

Two cakes


So I turned 25 today. I thought about keeping my age a mystery, because nobody can ever guess how old I am and I love that. But I knew I would get asked. So there you go. I'm a wee 25. I was born on my brother's 14th birthday, so we tend to celebrate together. (Which means two cakes!!) We had a great lasagna dinner down at my mother's house. The day was much enjoyed.

Trying something new

And yesterday I had the pleasure of doing something I've always been too afraid to do: singing into a microphone, in front of a crowd of people. That's right. I've recently hooked up with a talented guitar player in the area who writes most of his own music. I am writing harmony parts to his songs, as well as singing a couple of my own solos. I've also been writing some music too. It's great to not only be singing again, but also playing the piano and trumpet, and composing too! Maybe someday I'll get a video up...

I hope you enjoyed your weekend!

September 26, 2008

The Great Egg Hunt

I'm still waiting to hear from Pam, Kate, and Lee-Ann about the Priscilla Ahn c.d.'s. And Michele, Mary-Sue, Torie, and Tara...your c.d.'s are going out today!
*And if you've sent me an e-mail and haven't heard back, please try again. My inbox has been inundated with some sweet and lovely e-mails from you all and I find that I don't have time to reply right away, which means they quickly get buried and I lose track! But do know that I read every one of them, so if you're waiting for a reply, send me another e-mail and I will do my best to keep up!

Indulge me in a few more egg pictures. I am just so pleased that we can get our breakfast from our own yard! The little one and I have been enjoying French toast every morning. We use Deland's millet special bread, 1-2 eggs, a bit of goat milk, cinnamon, and vanilla to taste. I never measure ingredients (I think this drives Stephen nuts!) so I don't know exactly how much of what. But it's so good!

Going egg hunting

5 little ducks...

We found one!

Cute

The egg basket

Have a great weekend everybody! The little one is on a special trip with her Papa until Sunday, so I have lots of catching up to do and work to be finished! Until next time...

September 23, 2008

Eggs!

Our first duck eggs!

We found our first two duck eggs in the coop yesterday morning. I was so proud of our ducks! I found another one this morning. Just in time to make the little one's new favorite breakfast: French toast.

I hope you're all enjoying your week!

September 19, 2008

A Little Bit of Everything

My blue eyed girl

So much has been going on the last week that I haven't had a moment to sit down to post. First of all, I know a lot of you have asked how the little one is doing with preschool. Well, she's not too enthusiastic about it when I drop her off. The first day I got a call 3 hours later asking to come pick her up. Although I was at work, so she had to stick it out the whole day. The teachers tell me she's getting better and better, although why my normally social, outgoing, fearless little girl is the only one who puts on quite a show when mama leaves, is beyond me. She's going through a new phase (which started the week prior to preschool) where she is very clingy, needy, and whiny. So add that to being away from mama for 7 hours, two days a week, and you have a recipe for some hard moments. I'm sure with time it will get easier.
The food sensitivities have proved to be challenging. She's been exposed to gluten twice. We're still trying to figure out how to deal with that. Any suggestions?

A visit with the animals


I'm really enjoying my job at the natural food co-op. It's such a break for me and I adore the people working there. I also end up buying lots of yummy food and I'm pretty sure I've (unfortunately) now doubled our already high grocery bill. Oops. I have a weakness for their gluten-free turkey sandwiches that are (gulp) $7.

112/365 Harvest

We supposedly had our first frost last night. The weather is so cool and crisp. It's definitely fall now. I cleared out the raised beds and picked all the basil, carrots, summer squash, and herbs. All that's left are the beets and onions. Apple picking is coming up and there will be applesauce and cider. Tomorrow I'm making a huge batch of pesto. Does anyone know if it's possible to can pesto? Those small canning jars are the perfect size for one meal and I love the thought of not dealing with frozen pesto.

Her new fall coat

I made this fall jacket for the little one last week. It's my own pattern. I lined it with soft flannel. I wanted to wait and get action shots, but it seems we are always in a rush when she has it on. I'll try again this week. It went together quite quickly, although I always have a hard time with the arms, especially when it is lined. The holes are too small to fit around the arm of the machine, so I don't get as neat of seam as I'd like. But thankfully the messy part is always the part you can't visibly see! I'm pleased with the end result though and the little one seems to enjoy it.

Tomorrow will be more birthday celebrating and Sunday starts another work week for me. I hope you all enjoy your weekend!

September 16, 2008

She's Two! (and the winners...)

Birthday outfit

Birthday girl

Boy, what a morning! We had a little, laid-back party at her favorite hang out (the bookshop) after toddler time at the library. We just announced that there would be yummy cake and had quite a few toddlers that came to check it out.

She's 2!

Surprise!

So we officially have a two year old on our hands. The last year went by so quickly. She woke up to a table full of goodies, her birthday banner, and her Papa and I went in to her room this morning to sing "happy birthday" which she loved.

Pumpkin man

She's so cool

her gluten/sugar/dairy/egg-free cake

Her party at the bookshop was much fun! She got some great gifts, including a handmade wooden chair (thanks Lisa!) that I'll have to snap a picture of later today. The cake was amazing. Thanks to a fabulous co-worker at the co-op, we had a delicious gluten/dairy/sugar/egg-free cake. And quite possibly the best chocolate cake I've ever had.

New pants in the shop

And because there isn't enough to announce, there is a cute pair of pants in the shop today. I made the above pair for her on Sunday and completed a second pair for the shop. You can find them here!

And the winners...

The random number generator picked numbers 27, 26, 20, 11, 38, 13, and 22. So that's Mary-sue, Michelle, Pam, Torie, Kate, Tara, and Lee-Ann. The first three numbers will get the full-length c.d.'s and the last four will get the shorter selections. Please e-mail me with your addresses and I will mail them out to you!


September 14, 2008

Located In The Same Individual

108/365 Located in the same individual

Creativity is a type of learning process where the teacher and pupil are located in the same individual. ~Arthur Koestler

I spent some time sewing today. I made some more pants for the little one and one pair for the shop, finished a new birthday crown for her preschool, adjusted the fit of her old one, and packed up orders. I am always amazed at how much I learn each time I sew. When I started last year, I knew nothing about it. I remember trying to sew in a straight line and thinking that was so challenging! But I stuck with it and just kept practicing. I still have ways to go and much to learn. Sometimes I wish I could take an actual lesson. Maybe that would decrease my stitch ripper usage?

This picture was taken after I remembered a few readers requested a 365 of me sewing. So there you go! Not terribly thrilling, but at least the green walls look funky.

September 13, 2008

Shop Update

First day of school pants

Well, the little one's fall wardrobe was looking a quite sad after her recent growth spurt, so I decided to spend some  time making her new pants. I'm very fond of the simplicity of last year's pants with the two front pockets, so I just continued with that while modifying the overall fit. She got the above pair for her first day of school (don't worry...more on the school subject later!) and loved stuffing her hands in the pockets.

her birthday pants

The pockets are fully lined now and I added the little curved edges for a sleeker look. This elephant pair is for her 2nd birthday which is this Tuesday. I made her a matching shirt and I promise you'll see the whole outfit in action soon. She just loves this pair. I have oodles of ticking (the striped fabric) left from spring, so if you're interested in some ticking pants, just e-mail me.

Pants in the shop!

The three pairs in the shop were things I completed as I had the time. My time is so limited now, so it's nice to spend what little I have on the sewing instead of the designing. I'm really not taking custom orders, but I am able to make some other pants in different sizes. So if you want something, please e-mail me and I'll see what I can do. And I hope the prices are reasonable. It's always such a struggle to provide handmade goods for a reasonable price while still valuing my time.

I hope you're enjoying your weekend!

September 12, 2008

Some Priscilla Ahn Love

106/365 Wallflower


do you see
standing there in the corner
i was alone, i always am at these big parties
watching you watching everybody
wishing i was more outgoing
wishing i was just a pretty wallflower

i'm not here, no one sees me -- wallflower
i'm by myself, please excuse me

but there you were, standing in your own corner
your eyes were wide, tired, fading just like mine
we could be the best of friends i'm sure of it
but i'm too shy to cross this crowded room besides

wallflower
i'm not here, no one sees me -- wallflower
i'm by myself, please excuse me

help me leave this corner of the room
i'm reaching out to you
cause i've got things i could talk to you about
we could be wallflower friends
to the end -- wallflower friends
to the end, i'm sure of it

wallflowers
we're not here, no one sees us -- wallflowers
we're together please excuse us

~Priscilla Ahn

Well, I'm pretty sure you've all noticed my love of Priscilla Ahn. In fact, her lyrics have inspired many of my self-portraits. I was contacted by her marketing director (or his wife, anyway...Hi Key!) and asked if I'd like to do a giveaway on my blog. Who can pass up a giveaway?! So he sent me three full length Priscilla cd's and four with a shorter selection.
Priscilla's voice is so dreamy and lovely, not to mention her amazing lyrics that seem to say so much of what is in my heart. If you go to her website, linked above, you can hear some of her music.

So if you'd like to be entered in the giveaway, leave a comment (make sure to include your e-mail address!!!) and I will draw some names next Tuesday at 2 p.m. EST.

And there will be some pants added to my shop tomorrow afternoon. Same style as last year with a little tweak in the fit. So stay tuned!

September 02, 2008

Well then...

You have no idea how tickled I was to read your comments to the butterfly post! Thank you so much. I am slowly replying to everyone, so expect to hear from me shortly!!

New shirts in the shop today!

Well, guess who got in a little sewing time yesterday? 6 hours to be exact! I've definitely realized that I get all jazzed about sewing when it starts getting cooler. Maybe sewing for me is like knitting to others? Anyway, because of my limited time, I'm keeping it simple. Simple shirts, simple pants, but loaded with personality and fun!

New shirts in the shop today!

These shirts were based on the pattern I drafted for the spring tops, which originally came from the Built By Wendy pattern for a shirt I made for myself. All I had to do was add the middle panel and rework the sleeves. I love how they are so versatile.

New shirts in the shop today!

My goal is to add things to my shop here and there throughout the fall and winter. Nothing too serious. And I hope to be able to use patterns I've already made from last year. That will save me oodles of time. I'll always announce any Etsy updates in this space. I hope to have some pants listed next week too.

New shirts in the shop today!

So wander over to my shop and take a look! There will be more soon...

September 01, 2008

I've Just Gotta Let It Go

92/365 I've just gotta let it go


I'm alive should have died in a plane crash
Four long years ago
Lost my hope, couldn't cope
With my fear of news on the radio

But I've got a long red cape
That's caught in the engine of a plane
That's flying way too low

Yesterday a hurricane had blown away my long red cape
And I, feel satisfied

I'm in peace, I feel sweetly released
From all that I couldn't let go.
If I knew, what to do
Then I guess I'd finally feel anew

But I can't wear my cape
'Cause I would be repeating a mistake

I just gotta let it go

Yesterday a hurricane had blown away my long red cape,
And I feel satisfied

~Priscilla Ahn

August 30, 2008

Just like the butterfly, I too will awaken in my own time.

91/365 Just like the butterfly, I too will awaken in my own time.

I did not
have to ask my heart what it wanted,
because of all the desires I have ever known just one did I cling to
for it was the essence of
all desire:

to hold beauty in
my soul's
arms.

~St. John of the Cross

I have something to confess. Something that's been brewing all summer long. Something that I think I've been waiting for my whole (short) life. Something that has changed how I view myself, the world, and my life. Something that may sound so crazy and foreign to a lot of people. Something that I've yet to be able to put into words or explain how it feels. And you've probably noticed a little shift in this space here; the things I share, the quotes I use, the stories my self-portraits tell. So I'm going to try to explain it, because I can't keep it in any longer.

I've mentioned before how I felt like I was living in a world of black and white and suddenly it's in color. My entire life I've felt different. Like there was one thing I was so close to "getting" but never quite got, like I lived in a different world from everyone else. And it's not a "special" different. It's just different. And it's always been a lonely different. Each day was a struggle, as I think many people feel. The way I felt about myself, the way in which I carried out my daily tasks, the way I saw the world and the people in it were all so exhausting and sometimes painful.

Rewind to this past spring. A friend told me about Byron Katie. Now, I used to be way into self-help books, then I dropped them all together. They never really got me anywhere. Sure, I could apply it to my life, but it never seemed authentic. It was like a mask I would try on and play around with for a while, but it never really fit me very well. So as I started reading Katie's book, I had that same feeling. Then, by the fourth or fifth chapter, I felt my head suddenly grow much lighter, like it had completely emptied out. It seemed to get bigger and was so light that it just floated away, like a balloon. Now obviously my head didn't really float away, but suddenly, in that very moment, everything looked different. I got it. It all made sense. That different feeling I've had ever since I could remember was now clear and it didn't feel so lonely anymore.

I admit, I never finished Katie's book completely. I didn't need to. To me, it wasn't about the power of positive thinking, it wasn't trying to analyze every little thought and emotion, it wasn't trying to change my thought patterns. It was simply about releasing something that had always been inside me, and now I just had the power to let it out. I started reading Hafiz and Rumi. I grew up attending church every Sunday for 20 years, but never felt God. I'm not a religious person. And I still wouldn't call myself a religious person. But somehow, I understood everything Hafiz was talking about. The God he refers to isn't the God I grew up learning about or praying to, it was a completely different thing altogether: it was all inside myself.

And at the end of my 30 Days of Happiness venture, I went to that field and felt it all. It was then that I couldn't stop laughing and smiling and loving everything that is. It was such an amazingly powerful feeling. It was on that day that I fell in love with myself and everything around me, so much so that I felt I could fly away. It was on that day that I could suddenly see and feel beauty everywhere. And it's so very hard to put into words. But if I try to put into words how I feel, it would be like there is some beautiful, amazing, magical world/heaven that I never felt before. And now I feel it throughout the day. And although it's always with me, some moments are so incredibly strong that I can't do anything but smile and forget everything. It's like just when I feel like I'm about to fall apart, something stops it. And it could be something as simple as a beautiful sunset, because when I see it, I can't help but think it's God (or whoever) smiling down and saying "Don't be sad. The world is beautiful. Here, I made this for you." And I know that sounds ridiculous, but maybe someone out there reading feels it too. And then it seems as though all my little problems mean nothing, because here is this amazing sunset. And that's all I really want to care about at the moment.

So I go through my days with this always in my heart. My friend describes it as living as a caterpillar your whole life and suddenly becoming a butterfly. Some moments it is not as present as I'd like it to be, and I hope that one day, when I finally become that butterfly, it will always be there, right up front instead of periodically getting buried during the harder times. These feelings are so far removed from thinking positively, staying in the moment, and saying affirmations to myself to feel better about who I am; all things I've done in the past with little authentic results. But I think that doing those things did bring me closer to this recent awakening.

And I'm so glad I can share all this wonderful craziness with you. It is often hard to connect to others because of it, and I sound quite insane when I bring it up in everyday conversation. And it probably sounds quite insane here too. I mean, when exactly did this blog turn from sewing to spiritual awakenings?! But what I love about all this is it's not lonely anymore. I've felt alone my whole life and now I know I can never be alone again. Because all of this love is inside me.

Have I lost you yet? I'm curious to know if anyone else has felt this? I'd love to hear your thoughts. Thank you for reading my craziness. I feel like with my explanation of what's been going on for me recently, my self portraits and chosen quotes will make more sense! And I admit, I've spent the last 2 hours debating on whether to post this or not. It's just putting so much of myself "out there" for the world to see.

Light
Will someday split you open
Even if your life is now a cage,

For a divine seed, the crown of destiny,
Is hidden and sown on an ancient, fertile plain
You hold the title to.

Love will surely bust you wide open
Into an unfettered, blooming new galaxy

Even if your mind is now
A spoiled mule.

A life-giving radiance will come,
The Friend's gratuity will come-

O look again within yourself,
For I know you were once the elegant host
To all the marvels of creation.

From a sacred crevice in your body
A bow rises each night
And shoots your soul into God.

Behold the Beautiful Drunk Singing One
From the lunar vantage point of love.

He is conducting the affairs
Of the whole universe

While throwing wild parties
In a tree house-on a limb
In your heart.

~Hafiz

August 28, 2008

Love Is the Cure

89/365 Love is the cure


Love is the cure,
for your pain will
keep giving birth
to more
pain

until your eyes constantly
exhale
love
as effortlessly
as your body

yields
its
scent.

~Rumi

I apologize if you're tired of seeing pictures of me! So much of my creative energy is going into my self-portraits these days. I find it so much fun and fulfilling. And I look at them and it's like I don't even realize that it's me in the photograph! The one above was another shot I took in the woods inside the cattle run on our property, while wearing my old wedding dress. I love the moss on the stump I was crouching on.
And I am so behind on replying to all your wonderful comments. But I hope to catch up this weekend while the little one spends some time with her Baba. I just wanted to thank you for being so amazing. I so enjoy reading what you all think about the things I write. Expect to hear from me soon!

August 27, 2008

Preschool

I love this one!
I went back through my archives and found a few oldies. Can we all let out a collective, "awwww!"?

Many of you have been wondering just what will happen to the little one once I begin working part time. Well, way back last winter I joined a committee to start a Waldorf school in the area. Remember that? Well, the committee kind of fell apart after a couple of months and we went our separate ways. But one member decided to start her own preschool/daycare at her home.

Surprised by the camera!

So the little one will be attending this lovely Waldorf-inspired program two days a week while I work. She's still a bit young for "school" and I imagine her more of observing the bigger kids and getting lots of play time in. She's such a social creature and being stuck at home with me day in and day out has proved too much for the both of us.

Playing with the play silks

It's funny how you have this picture in your head of how you will parent. And you have it all planned out and think how amazing and lovely spending every day with your baby will be. And then the child is born. And if that child is totally and completely different than anything you had expected, you soon realize that who you had imagined to be as a mother is totally dependent on what type of child you have.

It's amazing how quickly they change

I was so intent on doing everything naturally. No bottles, no formula, no sleeping in a crib, no baby gadgets, she'd sleep happily in the sling all day long. But these things didn't work out. By month 4 of the colic I was begging to borrow bouncy chairs, exersaucers, and other colorful plastic things that adorned our house for too many months. By month 8, after not having slept longer than 2 hours at a stretch since her birth, we finally ditched the cosleeping and moved her into her own crib. By month 10, I gave up trying to successfully breastfeed her on an elimination diet and switched her to a medical formula. She changed overnight after that.

Her favorite thing to crawl on: rocks

As frustrated as I feel about all of this and as much as I want to yell "but this isn't how I wanted to parent!!", I have realized that it's not about me. It's about her. And every decision I make, whether it goes against all of my mothering instincts or not, is entirely for her benefit and really isn't about me one bit.

Stairs or slide? Decisions, decisions...

So even though I am excited to start working, part of me mourns that amazing (and all too often trying!) opportunity to be at home with my child everyday. But I know that we are both ready for a change. And I feel like with every passing day she is showing me how best to let her grow, what she needs to thrive, and what she needs from me as a mother. But it's so hard to imagine having to ask someone else what your child did that day, if she learned any new words, or if she accomplished a new skill, or is there some new snack she likes? It's hard letting her go a little bit. Knowing that there will be some days we do our separate things.

Mama's hat

So her first day of "school" is September 8th. I don't think it will be hard for her. She's so amazingly social and all her buddies will be there. But me? Well, I think maybe I might shed a tear knowing that a certain chapter in our lives is ending. Either that, or skip happily back to my car where my hot coffee and my choice of music awaits!

August 26, 2008

So we began and will never cease

86/365 So we began and will never cease

I stood before a silk worm one day.
And that night my heart said to me,

"I can do things like that, I can spin skies,
I can be woven into love that can bring warmth to people;
I can be soft against a crying face,
I can be wings that lift, and I can travel on my thousand feet
throughout the earth,
my sacks filled
with the
sacred."

And I replied to my heart,

"Dear, can you really do all those things?"

And it just nodded "Yes"
in silence.

So we began and will never
cease.

~Rumi

August 24, 2008

All About Photography

Runaway Bride
A new series I shot this morning in my old wedding dress!. You'll be seeing more soon on flickr.

Well, I've finally found a moment to sit down and answer some of your photography questions. There were a few people I replied to directly who had more individual needs, but if you find your question still isn't answered here, e-mail me again and I'll answer it directly.

First off, I am no professional. Sometimes I think I've found some easy, cheap way of doing something that ends in a result I was looking for, but is entirely different from how everyone else achieved the result. But I'll answer your questions, there's just no guarantee that other photographers would say the same things! Feel free to skip through them to find your question. I do realize this is a bit long!

1) What kind of camera do I have? Well, I use a Nikon D70s that we bought two summers ago. I swore I would never go digital. I fell in love with photography in the darkroom. I loved rolling my own film, I loved swooshing the paper around in the developer and watching the picture emerge, and I loved having all that control over my prints. But now I wonder how the heck I managed without that little computer screen on the back, assuring me that I did indeed get the shot I wanted! How did I?

2) What lenses do you have? Now, the one thing I have realized in regards to the quality of my photos is it largely depends on the lens I am using. I started with the 17-80mm that came with my Nikon and could never get a shot I wanted, unless it was outdoors with the bright sun. My indoor shots always looked horrible, complete with the built-in camera flash, with absolutely no depth of field. (The distance between the nearest and the furthest objects that give an image judged to be in focus in a camera.) Enter the 50mm 1.8f  Nikkor lens. Almost all of my portrait shots until recently were taken with this lens. Almost all my indoor shots were taken with this lens too. Because of the 1.8 aperture, I am able to get a particular object in focus, with the background and/or foreground blurry. The aperture is what controls that. The smaller the number, the larger the opening in the lens, which gives you more depth of field. This shot was taken with that lens, set at 1.8f, which is why the dandelion is in focus, but nothing else is.
And my newest addition is the 30mm 1.4f which gives me a much wider angle (it's actually more like the human eye) and gives me two more stops, so I can really control my depth of field here. A larger aperture also means you can shoot in low light situations, so this lens came in handy for the wedding I shot that was indoors in a dimly lit room.
So if you typically shoot in low light situations, or want a really good depth of field, I would find a lens that gives you a large aperture, preferably 2.0f or under. But most of these lenses (that are affordable anyway!) are going to be prime lenses, which means there is no zoom feature. If you typically shoot wildlife or landscapes, I would go for a zoom lens and you probably won't need to worry about a large aperture because of the abundance of natural light.

3) What low cost digital camera would you recommend with the most options of controlling the shots?
Well, I'm no camera reviewer, and it's hard to say what "low cost" is for everyone, but I have heard great things about the Nikon D40. I think it's really fairly priced, and unless you're shooting professionally and need a lot of control over the edits you do post processing, I believe that the camera body doesn't have much to do with the quality of your shots as the lenses do. So get the D40, save up for a good lens, and I think you'll be pretty pleased! I am recommending a DSLR instead of a "point and shoot" because you have so much more control.

4) How did you start? Where did you start? It's all so overwhelming: aperture, shutter speed, ISO, white balance...! Yes, it's a tad overwhelming at first, but I promise if you take one thing at a time, it's not so hard. I started with a very basic, inexpensive SLR my senior year of high school. I've always had a tremendous amount of creative energy and I needed a new outlet. As a child, I used to come home from school and flip through old Life magazines and marvel at the photographs. I wanted to become a photojournalist one day (along with a musician, an acupuncturist, a graphic designer, an organic farmer, etc.!) and when our school offered a new photography course my senior year, I jumped at the chance. I had no idea what I was doing, but apparently it didn't matter. I didn't worry about anything technical, shot in manual all of the time without really knowing what it was I was doing, and managed to do pretty well. Now I know a lot more about what exactly it is I'm doing with the camera in terms of shutter speed, white balance, etc. And that all came from reading a LOT! Mostly online too. And then my issue is I never really understand something until I experiment with it for a while. But that's the beauty of shooting in digital...you have room for lots of experimenting!

5) So say a gal was making the jump from point-and-shoot to DSLR: what sorts of things would you encourage her to do to take advantage of the extra $700 she just spent? Play around with the "M", "A", and "S" modes. I shoot mainly in "A", which is "aperture priority". I do this mainly because it saves me time, and when I'm taking pictures of an active toddler, I need to be quick before the shot disappears! By shooting in "M" you will have full control over everything, meaning you will need to adjust the aperture and shutter speed to get the correct exposure before taking the shot. By shooting in "A" you only control the aperture, and the camera takes care of the shutter speed automatically. And by shooting in "S" you control the shutter speed while the camera adjusts the aperture. I shoot in "A" mostly because I'm typically looking for a particular depth of field in my photos. I would only switch to "S" if I wanted a shot that showed action, like here. For that shot I set the shutter speed to 30 (really slow) to allow my image to blur. And I would shoot in "M" only if I wanted to have full control over the exposure, meaning if I wanted it underexposed or overexposed.

6) How long does it take you (on average) to shoot your self portraits? Is it relaxing for you? Well, I am one of those photographers that sees a photograph before I even take it. I hardly ever take a photograph without seeing it in my mind first, if that makes any sense. So the images are already "up there" and all I need to do is create them through the view finder. Since the thinking part is done, all I have to do is set up a shot. For most of them, the set up and shooting time takes me about 10-15 minutes. For the more complex ones, like this, it takes me about 20-30 minutes, mostly because I take a lot of pictures to make sure I get one good one. Also, that shot involved a ladder, bungee cords, ropes, and a long pole, so it took even longer.
Taking my self portraits is relaxing for me on most days, mostly because it's my creative outlet. I really look forward to it. I typically put the little one down for her nap and rush around trying to set up my shot. Stephen has been graciously taking the little one for half a weekend day so I can shoot at a different location, or try some more time-involved shots. This helps tremendously because I don't feel so limited.

7) What programs do you use for editing? Photoshop scares me, although I really want it. It just seems too complicated. I use "Aperture" by Apple, which does some very minimal editing. I've used this up until last month when I discovered Picnik.com and now use that for most of my photos. I also have the free download Seashore that I've never used for anything but resizing photos and adding text, until this week when I discovered the world of textures and layering. So you'll be seeing more of my photographs enhanced with Seashore.

8) What would you say your top three sorts of edits you do after taking photos? Exposure is always first. I usually overexpose a little bit without washing out any of the light parts of the photo. Then I move on to saturation, either by a single color, or as a whole. Then I adjust shadows, if there are any to adjust. Lastly I adjust sharpness. Oops, I guess that's four...

9) How do you get that "honey-colored" look in your photos? Picnik.com. I use a variety of adjustments on here, but the 1960's look is my fav, as well as the cross-processed, which my bike banner was done with.

10) Do you usually find a quote first and then take a picture inspired by it, or the other way around? I normally read a quote or poem first that sparks something in my imagination, then try to recreate what I've pictured in a photograph. My Hafiz books are literally overflowing with bookmarks and bent page corners. I just can't help be inspired when I read something by him. There are many days that I don't have much time to be super creative, so I take a pretty average shot and after I edit it, I look at it to see what it makes me feel. Then I take that feeling and try to find a quote that matches it. This is always the harder way. Most days I sit at the computer for over an hour trying to find the perfect quote!

11) What are the best times of day to photograph outdoors? Well, 10-2 is the worst because the sun is so harsh at that time. And unfortunately it's during that time that I have my only opportunity to do most of my self portraits! My favorite time of day to photograph is early evening, when the sun is low and the light turns a great golden color. This picture was taken around 6:30 p.m. and I got just the light I wanted!

12) Do you always bring your camera with you? If yes, do you have a special bag for it? Yes, I always bring my camera with me. And if I don't, I always see something truly amazing that makes me hit myself for forgetting my camera! Even if I don't think I'll need my camera, I still put it in the car when we go out, just in case. I use the Crumpler "6 Million Dollar Home" for transporting my camera. I'm very pleased with it, but I wish I had gotten the next size up.

13) What are your secrets for great pictures? There are no secrets! I think always "seeing" a shot before taking it is a big deal for me. It helps tremendously and I also don't fill up my camera cards because I only need one or two shots. But really, my big "secret"? Well, I guess it would be to see the world through your view finder the way nobody else would. Make your photographs show a world nobody could see with their own two eyes. Photography for me is therapy. It's how I work out everything going on in my life. I can look back at my past photographs and know exactly what was going on in my life because of how I was seeing the world. It's an amazing gift, and I feel truly grateful for being able to share them all with you!


I hope you found at least something helpful in this post. And I hope you don't mind, if for only a little while, this blog morphs into more of a photography outlet for me. If you find any of this helpful, let me know and I'd love to check out your photos! Until next time...